Or, “A Hannibal Kind of Lust”
I love you so much that
I’d like to Eat You Alive.
And then wipe your blood off of my mouth
with the back of my hand
that still has
chunks of your hair and scalp
threaded through my fingers.
after I burp up your digestive juices,
I’ll sleep more soundly
than I ever have before.
Photo credit: Catalin Pop. Thank you!
Pour out your heart and with it do lavish
Your love onto me, and my body please ravish.
The strength of your presence, it beckons me close;
Banishing fear that leaves me exposed.
Yet with you my exposure is no cause for shame:
I feel full of beauty when you breathe my name.
The confidence you engender calls out to my heart,
And tells me it’s fine that I don’t want to part.
Instead, what I want is to grow a great union
Of mind, soul, and spirit in True Cosmic Fusion.
No longer searching for places to hide,
As all that I am warms to beckon you inside.
Again and Again and Again. Forever.
I felt alight,
I felt aglow,
When I began to learn and know
The inner You
You chose to share;
I held it with the utmost care.
You opened up
And shared your pain
Underneath the falling rain.
You didn’t lie;
You didn’t hide
The truest You that lives inside.
It proved you brave:
It proved you strong.
And made me feel like I belonged
Inside your space.
Inside that world,
You made me feel all shades of girl.
We told the truth.
We told our tales.
And unlike Bill, we both inhaled.
My stomach growled -
You made me food.
It took a while but it was good!
We played some tunes,
We watched some flicks.
You opened up ‘bout other chicks.
Required real guts.
It helped explain your “ifs” and “buts”:
The things that hurt,
That cause you grief,
The things that make you seek relief.
Sometimes I think
You might shut down
And burn this thing straight to the ground.
I hope I’m wrong,
I hope you see
We have a special chem-i-stry.
I’d like to try
My very best
To learn what burns beneath your chest.
It’s worth a chance
Be free and dance
To give no mind
And leave behind
The awful shame
From years of blame.
I’d toil and sweat and run the race.
I’d even risk my comfort space
To free my truth, long stuck in place
And lie beside you face to face.