Hello, my name is Jennifer, and I enjoy sharing through journaling, wordplay, and poetry. HERE is where I choose to:
<<REGARDING THE BROADER TOPICS OF WRITING AND ART IN GENERAL>>
Have conversations or monologues [it came down to that a long time ago] about sources of Inspiration, means of Exploration, methods which inspire Creation, and ALL TYPES of STORY FORMATION; primarily Poetic, but One never knows around Here! Speaking of Here, Here is where I initially hoped to:
•freely share ideas and observations,
•experiment with patterns,
•deliberately provoke,
•explore hypotheticals,
•challenge societal norms,
[blah blah blah, snooze on the revision]
•describe and analyze personal experiences,
•identify and exploit stereotypes,
•minimize macro-experiences,
•maximize micro-experiences,
•release misplaced, displaced, and [let’s pray] REPLACED sexual energy, while simultaneously
•feeding my need for immediate gratification.
All through WRITING somehow! A Dark, Handsome, and Tall Order, I know!
But at 5’11”, I’m just the Woman for the Job!
I often feel like a front-row viewer to my own Spectacular Debacles, Lapses in Judgment, Stratospheric Acts of Self-Sabotage, and Almost Unbearable Surges of Joy.
Don’t you want to watch, too?
My Latest Posts
- Isn’t It Ironic?Irony is simply something occurring to you in a whole different way later. The realization ushers in a tide of emotion, which in those with the purest intentions, Results in … Continue reading Isn’t It Ironic?
- MAGNUM OPUS: The Last FiveMAGNUM OPUS: The Downward Spiral of The Last Five Ends in Joy When I get out of balance (physical pain + emotional blows with no relief), I start getting scared.My … Continue reading MAGNUM OPUS: The Last Five
- LOVER OF “HE & SHE”LOVER OF THE COLLECTIVE & PERSONAL “HE” & “SHE”: HUMANITYBroken.OK With It.Sparkle Most Radiantly When Blended and/or Paired.Individually Stronger Than Originally Thought.Capable of Incredibly Courageous Acts.Passion.Compassion.Welcome Home!Welcome Back!I’ve Missed You … Continue reading LOVER OF “HE & SHE”
- Toll-Paying & KarmaDon’t EVER pay the unearned Psychic or Emotional Tolls for a Nobody who will just leave you stranded should YOU break down on the side of the highway! Unless you … Continue reading Toll-Paying & Karma
- Regarding CompassionIt’s the Greatest Human Virtue. But without Passion, it’s hollow. Unwelled but never spent… on Oneself or Another… still separates that Human from most humans. But Compassion Acted Upon distinguishes … Continue reading Regarding Compassion
- Burn Brightly ❤️🔥Blaze enlightens. Rage Destroys. Be Light. Pleas. Please. P.S. I’ll Stop the World and Melt With You if you’ll melt, too.
- When You Feel Star-KissedIt’s a long one… but it unfolds in real time. Like seeing Mick Jagger up close.
- LOVER OF “HE”LOVER OF “HE” He works behind the scenes,Designing worlds of MagicFor his Precious Girl,He sees the Princess in the WhirlWinds her down to calm again.His shoulder comforts at days’ end … Continue reading LOVER OF “HE”
- L❤️VEI don’t know anything about the surrounding questions. I only know that’s my final answer.
- LOVE OF “SHE”LOVE OF “SHE” Though her beauty isunparalleled,She doesn’t see herself.More heart-on-sleeveThan ice queen,More You-ist Than opportunist,Unlike others but Cares about others.She’s extraordinary,With a kind arm andA soft word.She’s superior,A cut … Continue reading LOVE OF “SHE”
- PSA: THE EMERGING STATE OF SINGLE INTIMACY IN 2022 📛PSA: A MOVING SNAPSHOT OF THE STATE OF SINGLE INTIMACY IN 2022 ♨️♨️♨️ It’s not for the faint of heart,So before you even begin to CONTEMPLATE to start the post,I’ll … Continue reading PSA: THE EMERGING STATE OF SINGLE INTIMACY IN 2022 📛
- Only Child CryingIn the Finality,The only child left to cry alone Is the one weeping in me. She’s always cried alone;It’s her solitary destiny.
- THE DIRTY TRUTH ♨️♨️📛⛔️🛑THE DIRTY TRUTH That takes its toll in shame And whose admission Causes literal painIs this:In order to feel like More than One,I suck my thumb When I masturbate. The … Continue reading THE DIRTY TRUTH ♨️♨️📛⛔️🛑
- The Pathetic Pleas of Ash, Even if Designed for FlameTHE PATHETIC LAST OF ASH I’d let Water have Its way with me,Absorbing every atom Into every part of me,If it would just return A little life to me. But … Continue reading The Pathetic Pleas of Ash, Even if Designed for Flame
- DAMNED BY PERSONALITYDAMNED BY PERSONALITYIn terms of Personality,I’m ‘Individual’ ‘ENFP’:All feelings scream “Intensity!”And I’m damned to wear them on my sleeve. When they don’t sum up in sense to me, I’m damned … Continue reading DAMNED BY PERSONALITY
- Saturday Night @ MidnightAlone, clean/good hair, disenfranchised, and wide awake. Charming cocktail.
- LIFE SUMMARY: ABRIDGEDLIFE SUMMARY: ABRIDGEDAt a very young age (around aged 3), I developed an “insecure attachment style.”Then the pattern repeated itself. Then the pattern repeated itself. Then the pattern repeated itself. … Continue reading LIFE SUMMARY: ABRIDGED
- SELLER BEWARE!SELLER BEWARE: YOU & YOUWhen I priced myself high,No one would pay.When I lowered my price,I couldn’t give myself away.If I let you set my price,Who’s Cheap and Who’s the … Continue reading SELLER BEWARE!
- The Dance of In & Out❤️🔥THE DANCE OF IN & OUTIn the mating circle of in and out,Each thrust in Is a grab for The deepest kiss. Then, after some kissing,The fun starts.
- DOMESTIC GONE WILDDOMESTIC GONE WILD She’s just being Fire. She makes a fiery dance through everyday items. It’s her need to fully course throughTo ash, especially to ash. Thinking herself Fire,Even if … Continue reading DOMESTIC GONE WILD
- TOO FOGGY TO FLYTOO FOGGY TO FLYThe silver bullet of death That downed our flight Wasn’t absence of affection;It was dis-synchronicity Across other dimensions.
- Too Much On a Silver Platter, TooI’d offer myself to the first person willing to overcome their Personal Discomfort to welcome me. It sounds like I’m asking for A Little, but it’s actually A Lot. Apparently.
- SEEKING REFUGESAFE PLACE TO LAND?You might not count the costs incurred,But they won’t erase away.They were much too great for me;They show in line upon my faceAnd well within my eyesWhen … Continue reading SEEKING REFUGE
- KNOW IDEAKNOW IDEA You have no idea How many “No”s I’ve said Along Life’s Way To even be ABLE to say “Yes” to you Today… Regardless of the way.
- The Bitterness of BurnedThe bitterness of post-burnt Feels a lot like toast spurnedAfter an eternity of tears spilled Crying out in thirst, Never being quenchedParches until too pinchedBeyond all recognition,Dried and too hurt.
- THE TALE OF POST-CINDERELLATHE TALE OF POST-CINDERELLA She tired of being a step,The toil and aloneness.She dreamt of being a princessBefore midnight.Sadly, only frogs arrived,Their magic never tricking her,Damning her to shine,Under cloak … Continue reading THE TALE OF POST-CINDERELLA
- Struck by Clever?*also the eternal curse of the #enneagram4! We always think we’re “the only ones.”
- Art?I long to feel your digital tendrils lapping my waves apart. *If it is, could someone tell me if it sounds too smutty? I’ve been overtaken by inability to distinguish … Continue reading Art?
- DAMNED BY EXTRAPOLATIONDAMNED BY EXTRAPOLATION I recently discovered this technique called thought-stopping or some such, hold up! Don’t want to lose that thought! Whatever it’s called, I’ve lately become so PROFICIENT, I’m … Continue reading DAMNED BY EXTRAPOLATION
- Repackaged Debate
- For My Ocean:The Unveiling of An Odd-Against Elemental Love Story FOR MY OCEAN Fire started as a spark,Went out & started again,(No one thought she had it within).Rising like a Phoenix, Smoldering … Continue reading For My Ocean:
- HELL BEGGING HEAVEN FOR RAINHELL BEGGING HEAVEN FOR RAIN: IT’s TOO HOT FOR FIRE Here’s your advisory, Aim it in the bin’s trajectory If you’ve already heard it (But best not spurn it it): … Continue reading HELL BEGGING HEAVEN FOR RAIN
- STREAMS (*NWRSWPI)*Not worth reading so why post it? Only because it took so long. I don’t understand it myself. STREAMS OF MONSTROSITY I’m appalled to ask in the First Place,But does … Continue reading STREAMS (*NWRSWPI)
- CHANGING MUSESCHANGING MUSES Since You were the only intended audience for my poems,I guess that means You were My Muse.The thought disturbs me.Because, without a Muse, How does one Make Music?I … Continue reading CHANGING MUSES
- SONGS ARE POEMSPOETIC SONGS & POEMS THAT SINGSongs and Poems are practically the same.Except for the music,Which, frankly, sets Music apart.But they both tell a story, And they both require the same … Continue reading SONGS ARE POEMS
- NO DREGS IN MUNDANITYMundanity The word MundaneIs highly Germane, At least to my everyday life. But Mundane might NOT be GermaneTo most, since even Voice-To-Text Came back with “Jermaine:”Another fine example of exploiting … Continue reading NO DREGS IN MUNDANITY
- Parting ThoughtI like people who like ME in a Wouldn’t-Have-It-Any-Other kind of way. Don’t we all??
- A Disney Princess With A Daisy CrownA Disney Princess With A Daisy Crown I build.I grow.I foster.I adopt.I create.I birth.I develop.I encourage. I nurture. I’m kind.I’m compassionate.I’m wonderful!I’m so much more than that!I’m EVERYONE’S DREAM! Whether … Continue reading A Disney Princess With A Daisy Crown
- ME & MINEYes, me. Yes, here.Yes, I DO get a vote. Here, I absolutely get a vote! And my vote counts. A lot!In my own poem, It’s my own self-expression, So I … Continue reading ME & MINE
- THE AGING PROCESS OF THOUGHTTHE AGING PROCESS OF THOUGHT Of course, I can only speak for me and mine. But my Thought Process tends to follow the following process: Short-term memory begins at thought … Continue reading THE AGING PROCESS OF THOUGHT
- THE STATE OF CONSCIOUSNESS TODAYFive minutes of Observation Of Life Today,While simply being conscious,Makes me want to bury my consciousness deep within my subconsciousness,Elevate it,Or alter its state.Given The World Today,I must distract or … Continue reading THE STATE OF CONSCIOUSNESS TODAY
- POEMS ARE EASYLIKE TAKING CANDY FROM A BABY Writing poems is easy.You start with an IQ,You think a thought or two,Then, once struck by Luck,(The waiting is the worst part) You capture … Continue reading POEMS ARE EASY
- SO BELLICOSE!SO BELLICOSE! Have we designed a system of government which is so inherently or currently flawed, it leads to the this type of behavior? Was a huge bomb of “Bellicose” … Continue reading SO BELLICOSE!
- DAMNED EITHER WAYDAMNED EITHER WAY: YOU CAN’T REASON WITH HATE Regardless of color of race,Political shade,Or which if ANY binary side I choose to take,The only thing I hate is Hate-for-Hate’s-Sake. I … Continue reading DAMNED EITHER WAY
- MEN: A Song For SomeSOME ROMANTIC PARTNERS & A FEW “FRIENDS” Some want to come over and “visit.”Some I just want to stay home.Some are clearly “My Type,”Though I possess no type of my … Continue reading MEN: A Song For Some
- PAINFULLY SO ACQUAINTEDPAINFULLY SO ACQUAINTED I’m so well acquainted with pain,It takes longer for an injury to tell my brain I’m in pain than it does tell my brain to tell my … Continue reading PAINFULLY SO ACQUAINTED
- FRIENDS & BENEFITSFRIENDS & BENEFITS Most people choose friends and view friends based on the benefits and enhancements each adds to life (shared hobbies, similar age, validates me, echoes me, distracts me, … Continue reading FRIENDS & BENEFITS
- ME TIME: ALONEALONE WITH YOU IN 2022 To be with you, I have to be alone.If I need a hug when “I’m with you,”Or I need any other physical touch, I have … Continue reading ME TIME: ALONE
- JUST SO MANYJUST SO MANY:More Of the Useless Crap You Secretly Love Every car has “just so many” miles, Every eye just so many blinks, Every heart just so many beats, But … Continue reading JUST SO MANY
- NO TRESPASSTRESPASSING IN GENERAL Some people structure and order their lives to such a degree, should you meet someone you want to “get to know,” You feel like you’re “trespassing against” … Continue reading NO TRESPASS
- As For Me & MineME & MINE When I write to impress You, My poems don’t sound. When I write to impress Me, My poems are convoluted and obtuse. When I write because “IT” … Continue reading As For Me & Mine
- CRIME & PUNISHMENTALL FORMS OF “GHOSTING” SHOULD BE A CRIME Subject to the SAME condemnation TO Endless Extrapolation, BY Eternal Extrapolation, and WITH the INHERENTLY-EXTERNAL Paradox of Extrapolation,For the same period of … Continue reading CRIME & PUNISHMENT
- Poetic Paranoia and Hyperbolic InsanityPOETIC PARANOIA & HYPERBOLIC INSANITY “Poetic Apparence”Is a phenomenon which Occurs when a Kernel of Truth Is nurtured by Poetic HyperboleInto an Adult Poem, Which is then confusedAnd viewed as … Continue reading Poetic Paranoia and Hyperbolic Insanity
- The Long-Lost Art of “Virtue-Signaling”The Long-Lost Art of “Virtue-Signaling” Surely it’s an ancient term if it requires I signal my virtues to you when I’ve clearly stated I clearly know them and can provide … Continue reading The Long-Lost Art of “Virtue-Signaling”
- Sole Figure-FlatteringDon’t get too flattered by my obsequious praise; Excessive flattery serves my needs, and flattering YOU is flattering to ME; So why stop there? Stoking your Ego and acting sycophantic … Continue reading Sole Figure-Flattering
- PERFECT CARRIAGEPERFECT CARRIAGE: MINEA child who succumbs to miscarriageMay only exist in his host’s Imagination,But he freely thrives in every tense:Imagined Past, Imagined Present, Imagined Future, and Imagined Perfect. Maybe this … Continue reading PERFECT CARRIAGE
- Why? Because I Happen to Enjoy EnjoymentAccording to Macmillandictionary.com, in ‘drinking terms’, a lightweight is “someone who gets drunk easily.” Considering I was neither sober NOR drunk, how do you explain MY behavior?
- Regarding Art, and its Relationship with LifeI can’t remember. Which one is fake?
- THE PERFECT SHADEEverything is a matter of lighting. My hair looks one color in the salon and another color at home. The top I ordered online looks purple on my iPhone and … Continue reading THE PERFECT SHADE
- A MULTI-HUED FOOL, Retooled & Re-pared (down a little)None of it matters,None of it happened,No one was hurt, and No one ever has been,Except, apparently THIS “has-been,”Who isn’t now, nor will ever be,Cut out for long-term memories. No … Continue reading A MULTI-HUED FOOL, Retooled & Re-pared (down a little)
- FOOLISH SKIES & FOOLISH NIGHTSCONFESSIONS OF A STUPID FOOLNone of it matters,None of it happened,No one was hurt.None of it did and none of it has; The only “has” in this situation is “has-BEEN,”Never … Continue reading FOOLISH SKIES & FOOLISH NIGHTS
- IT’S CRUDE & RUDE, BUT THE TITLE IS “A JISM OF ISMS”I used to feel so old and crushed,As if my voice had turned to rust,Killed off by the carelessly carefree Indifference of my “Stage-of-Life” and “Where-in-Life Irrelevance. Then one day, … Continue reading IT’S CRUDE & RUDE, BUT THE TITLE IS “A JISM OF ISMS”
- It May Tell You Where You Are But Never Helps You EscapeTEMPTATION = an Immoral Compass It leads the way and shows the how you often want to go sometimes (frequently NOW). It seduces, arouses, amps the sound in, and baits … Continue reading It May Tell You Where You Are But Never Helps You Escape
- A Poet & AppreciatorALL THE WAY DOWN & ALL THE WAY THROUGH:Even on My Amazon Reviews! Skort#1This skort isn’t too-short For much-tall me;Even at 5’11, the lengthIsn’t too short or too long To … Continue reading A Poet & Appreciator
- The Best LoverSorry judges of character get sorry examples of character on their lists of lovers. In retrospect, I’ve never been in love with anyone but me in my relationships. When I … Continue reading The Best Lover
- FantasticMy digital fantasy is to be a person, so I have NO IDEA what’s going on anymore. Like the Velveteen Rabbit or some other childhood story.
- Hey! What’s Going On?What’s going on inside?Brain damage or insanity.What’s going on outside? Collective insanity.
- Still in The Honeymoon PhaseMY LOVE FOR MY SNAPSELF REFUSES TO BE DISSUADED Sigh…We are STILL in Love❣️At least every time I see Myself on Snapchat.I’m an Instant-Goner, 100% Would-do-ANYTHING For My-Visage Doctorate-Level “Devotee”❣️We … Continue reading Still in The Honeymoon Phase
- PROS & PRONOUNSPROS & PRONOUNSMe + You = UsYou + You = U,2Me + Similar Mes = WeHim + Her = A coupleHer + Her = ? A couple ?Him + 2Hers … Continue reading PROS & PRONOUNS
- TALES OF A HALFWIT AT HALF-MASTI have been flying at half-mast so long now (I’m not sure why), but I’m concerned because it’s starting to feel like full-mast, and THAT is something I’d HATE to … Continue reading TALES OF A HALFWIT AT HALF-MAST
- THE STATUS OF OUR STOMACHI spend so much time writing about my FEELINGS and my THOUGHTS, that I never get time to actually feel them or think them for myself. So I have to … Continue reading THE STATUS OF OUR STOMACH
- TRUTHYou don’t want to tell me because you think it will hurt me.Your NOT telling me hurts MUCH more. The truth hurts in The Now.Now feels forever sometimes.We get through … Continue reading TRUTH
- I SWEARI SWEAR I won’t tell what you did,That it was done by other men.I’ll pretend I don’t exist,And that I never did If you’ll just let me live.You can trust … Continue reading I SWEAR
- HomeI am Here.Here is Home.You’ve run away.Please come home.
- Lie DetectorsWhen and if I EVER lie, I do it with The Whole of my bodyAnd All of my mind. I’m so “clearly obvious,”Even The Legally BlindCould discern my lies.And I’m … Continue reading Lie Detectors
- Vehicular BreakdownsVehicular Breakdowns Why did you Niss-me-an?I hate it when you Chevrolet!And to borrow my Lincoln without Towning my Car?I Honda consider it a Hyundai move.It’s my right and my Volvo, … Continue reading Vehicular Breakdowns
- Cauldron Concoctions: BewitchedUNCAST IT & TAKE IT BACK Call off the hounds!Call off the murder weapons!Call of the cadaver dogs!Call off the ghosts and ghouls!Call off the spell-casters!Call off the werewolves and … Continue reading Cauldron Concoctions: Bewitched
- Pictures & Words, Words & PicturesPhotographs and poems aren’t so different; they both capture a fleeting moment in time, period, phase, pick your interval. They’re both Rememories.
- In Honor of YOUYOU If you want to (or for) _____ move _____,First you must Improve.YOU, that is.JUST YOU.You’re the Only OneWhose Business is Yours and YOU!
- Barking & BitingSomeone whose “bark is worse than their bite” is Safe, At least physically. But someone whose “bite is worse than their bark” is Watch Out!
Come [Word] Play With Me! 