Hello, my name is Jennifer, and I enjoy sharing through journaling, wordplay, and poetry. HERE is where I choose to:
<<REGARDING THE BROADER TOPICS OF WRITING AND ART IN GENERAL>>
Have conversations or monologues [it came down to that a long time ago] about sources of Inspiration, means of Exploration, methods which inspire Creation, and ALL TYPES of STORY FORMATION; primarily Poetic, but One never knows around Here! Speaking of Here, Here is where I initially hoped to:
•freely share ideas and observations,
•experiment with patterns,
•deliberately provoke,
•explore hypotheticals,
•challenge societal norms,
[blah blah blah, snooze on the revision]
•describe and analyze personal experiences,
•identify and exploit stereotypes,
•minimize macro-experiences,
•maximize micro-experiences,
•release misplaced, displaced, and [let’s pray] REPLACED sexual energy, while simultaneously
•feeding my need for immediate gratification.
All through WRITING somehow! A Dark, Handsome, and Tall Order, I know!
But at 5’11”, I’m just the Woman for the Job!
I often feel like a front-row viewer to my own Spectacular Debacles, Lapses in Judgment, Stratospheric Acts of Self-Sabotage, and Almost Unbearable Surges of Joy.
Don’t you want to watch, too?
My Latest Posts
- The Sesame Seeds on My Street (video version)The Sesame Seeds on MY StreetI’m like a baby bird, a very Big Bird,Wandering around aimlessly in a diaperBecause I’ve been separated from my caregivers and support system.I’m like Bert, … Continue reading The Sesame Seeds on My Street (video version)
- Stranger DangerSTRANGER DANGER Someone help me.I despise my lifeEven more than before. My life’s become a bore,And since I hate them,I can’t finish any choresOr let lie my settled scores. Nothing … Continue reading Stranger Danger
- None To Spare (the video)NONE TO SPARE I apologize; I’m sorry, too, Sorry that “Yes, It’s true:Can’t spend My Empathy on you.”Regretfully won’t follow through,Can’t part with what I do not do.Stores dried up … Continue reading None To Spare (the video)
- INTENSIVE THERAPY: I’ve Been to Cell & Back When Smartphone Was HackedIntensive Therapy I’ll will need intensive therapy To undo what you’ve done to me,I’ve had my cell phone hacked,Was ignored by a hack,Was driven mad by a sad sackWho brought … Continue reading INTENSIVE THERAPY: I’ve Been to Cell & Back When Smartphone Was Hacked
- A Poetry Sesh About The Delighting of Writing
- COMPLEX TRAUMA CAUSES DRAMACOMPLEX TRAUMA & ITS RESULTING DRAMA Loss upon loss have created a brew That, once consumed, turns maidens to shrews.Once lovely and smart, ‘twas true I was blessed,Now all I … Continue reading COMPLEX TRAUMA CAUSES DRAMA
- HIGH INFIDELITYHIGH INFIDELITYI’m so convinced you’re cheating Since you’re always retreating From the love you once made With only me,Which I believed Would last and relieve Me for all eternity.Now it’s … Continue reading HIGH INFIDELITY
- LET SKIN INNEED TO LET SKIN IN My relationships are ill-equipped And lacking all the “musts”.I can’t find someone I trust,Someone who stokes my lustAnd makes me just combust.Instead, I’m often led … Continue reading LET SKIN IN
- Supine All The TimeSupine All The Time I lie in bed supineOn most days And every night,Consumed with dreadAnd almost dead,Because my life Is such a fight,Drained of light,And just not right.I’m not … Continue reading Supine All The Time
- WOMAN ON FIREWoman on Fire: Battling Erythromelalgia I’m in pain,Feet are aflame Because of this lame Disease I bear in me,Which prevents me fromDoing much of anything,Especially in the ambient heatAlways surrounding … Continue reading WOMAN ON FIRE
- POEMS ABOUT DEPRESSION
- An Expression of DepressionNothing soothes me,Nothing grooves me,Nothing behooves me. I’m grasping at branches,Bandaging the stanches,But I still don’t understand it. IT being what’s happened to me,The source of my abject misery,Which simply … Continue reading An Expression of Depression
- LOOKING FOR LOVELOOKING FOR LOVE My insides are crying For once they’re not lying And hiding my fearsAlong with the tearsI’ve suppressed and repressedFor nigh on a year. At first I was … Continue reading LOOKING FOR LOVE
- ALLERGIC TO TEARSALLERGIES I’m tired of these rains of salty tearsCaused by allergens in my atmosphere.Since allergies last the entire year,Why they’re called “seasonal” isn’t clear. The stinging spores are always near,Welling, … Continue reading ALLERGIC TO TEARS
- The Kind of Love That Doesn’t Exist, 11/30/21You’re always there, you never let me down.When I feel used and spit back out, your presence comforts me.It draws me out of my pain; up from down; in from … Continue reading The Kind of Love That Doesn’t Exist, 11/30/21
- GETTING OLD LEAVES ME COLD & COVERED IN MOLDMirror mirror on the wall Who’s the fairest of them all?I don’t care about YouTube shorts Or the latest cosmetic craze on TikTok,I just want to rock The most effective … Continue reading GETTING OLD LEAVES ME COLD & COVERED IN MOLD
- Poetic Songs & Poems that SingSONGS ARE POEMS
- LETTER TO MY INTERNET SUITORSLETTER TO MY INSTAGRAM SUITORSI won’t dispute the truth I am indeed a Queen,And a Queen I’ve always been.But when it comes to dating,I begin Internet-hating,For I have a need … Continue reading LETTER TO MY INTERNET SUITORS
- COME INSIDECOME INSIDE I want you to knock on my private door.When I answer, I want you to Come Inside.Let me welcome you to my body, My life. I want you … Continue reading COME INSIDE
- Tiggering Tales & Whinnies of My Time with Pooh (which I Roo)THE POO WHO IS YOUAmoralBlack-heartedConnivingDiabolicalEvilFiendishGrievousHeartlessInsidiousJanus-facedKillingLucifericMaleficentNefariousOdiousPerfidiousQuellingRuthlessSadisticTreacherousUglyVillainousWickedX-tinguishingYuckyZest-Arresting HOW I WAS WITH YOU (MORE “POOH” THAN POO)AdoringBeauty-Blind & Beauty-FullCompassionate, CaringDevoted (Even When Demoted)Empathetic (To Your Pathetic)Forgiving (Your Many Sins)Generous and GenuineHorny (For a … Continue reading Tiggering Tales & Whinnies of My Time with Pooh (which I Roo)
- THANKS 4 SHARING, ANNIETHANKS 4 SHARING, ANNIE I had 3 miscarriages with no live births,And I didn’t think my loss could be worse.But when you shared your story,In all its gory glory,Stoking and … Continue reading THANKS 4 SHARING, ANNIE
- THE COFFIN I’M INTHE COFFIN I’M IN I just want to die here.I just want to lie here Until I die here.I cried I died when I Learned I lay here,Lied Here with … Continue reading THE COFFIN I’M IN
- THE “HOLOCOST” CAUST TOO MUCHTHE HOLOCAUST COST TOO MUCHDon’t know how to sayWhat I need to say In a charming way,So I must rely On an alarming way:One Adolph HitlerWas a Humanity Killer,An Insanity … Continue reading THE “HOLOCOST” CAUST TOO MUCH
- YOUTUBE MAKEUP TUTORIALSYOUTUBE MAKEUP TUTORIALS I’ve become frenetic about cosmetics And demolished by nail polish.I could regale you with tales Of how I’m no longer flush Cause of what I’ve already paidOn … Continue reading YOUTUBE MAKEUP TUTORIALS
- Crappy Not HappyI Don’t know what’s wrong with meSince I’m no longer happy,Can’t delight in anything,Though I used to enjoy many things.I liked to go to karaoke and sing,But now I can … Continue reading Crappy Not Happy
- DECEITDECEIT I’ve been reduced by the tales of a liar,Consumed by the hunger of his fire,Abused by the fallout of deceit“Sincerely” delivered to me.Now I fear I’ll soon be expired,Murdered … Continue reading DECEIT
- My UndoingI never knewMy undoingWas brewing,Leaving me stewingAnd ruingThe dayI got that way.
- I’LL DIE IF NO REPLYI’LL DIE IF NO REPLY Why always me-deny?Why stubbornly defyMy aching need for You to simply reply?I’m inclined to opineIt’s not a strenuous try To simply reply.So I’m begging youTo … Continue reading I’LL DIE IF NO REPLY
- HEART-BROKEHEART-BROKE Somebody help me.I’ve already felled me,So no one can tell me Words which will help me. Yet still I grasp at the hope Like a token broken spoke,Wish my … Continue reading HEART-BROKE
- HATE MY LIFEHATE MY LIFE Every day I say:I hate my life today.I wish I’d never say I feel such things and ways.But what can I do If it’s all too true?And … Continue reading HATE MY LIFE
- I’ve Lost My MindLost My Mind I can’t find any peace of mind.It’s the one thing I can’t find.I’ve wracked my mind, But I can’t find the piece Of peace I need to … Continue reading I’ve Lost My Mind
- TALES TOLD BY AN IDIOT, SIGNIFYING MUCHTALES TOLD BY AN IDIOT, SIGNIFYING MUCH I’ve been reduced by the tales of a Liar,Consumed by the hunger of his fireAnd confused by the fallout of deceitConvincingly delivered to … Continue reading TALES TOLD BY AN IDIOT, SIGNIFYING MUCH
- Shakespeare RepostedThis made me sigh and think “How beautiful” today, so I thought I’d share my inspiration:Shall I compare thee to a summer’s day? (Sonnet 18)William Shakespeare – 1564-1616 Shall I … Continue reading Shakespeare Reposted
- SAPIOSEXUAL MINDS LIKE MINESAPIOSEXUAL MINDS LIKE MINEI need to feel your mind tonight;Have a meeting of the minds,Feel the sweat of mind-on-mind,Take what’s Yours and make it Mine.Please let me care and make … Continue reading SAPIOSEXUAL MINDS LIKE MINE
- PREOCCUPATIONLast week I had to have a dental procedure performed by an ORAL SURGEON, which required I NURSE myself back to health afterwards. It’s a good thing I’m no BRAIN … Continue reading PREOCCUPATION
- The Salt In TearsTHE SALT IN TEARS Tears are important. When I travel down a deep dark tunnel into a fathomless black hole of despair, I rely on my tears to remind me:I’m … Continue reading The Salt In Tears
- EMPTY REFLECTIONS
- NOT MY PLEASURE🌶NOT MY PLEASURE I think your hopes for flingsAre rooted in fantasyRather than reality,Given your responsibilities,Worthy and important, too,And of highest value to you;It’s not a crimeTo spend your timeOn … Continue reading NOT MY PLEASURE🌶
- Being Nice
- Chances Are
- ALTERATIONS:THE CONDENSED PERSPECTIVE
- The CollectorI’m the rare and vibrant butterflyWhose standout stippling caught your eye. My gauzy, glossy, gossamer wings, When compared to newer things, Weren’t so shiny, weren’t so filmy; But why’d you … Continue reading The Collector
- Not Even if You Paid Me
- HIGHLY EXCLUSIVEI don’t mean to offend anyone, but I’m a Despiser of societal norms and observed patterns which confound. I can’t understand the high Followed By: Follow Back ratios I see … Continue reading HIGHLY EXCLUSIVE
- When You’ve Got a HammerWhen you’ve got a hammer, All you see are nails:Welcome to the way that It feels to be fe-male’.When you’ve got a hammer,You’re looking for a hole;You like to force … Continue reading When You’ve Got a Hammer
- These Lazy DaysAbout we lie and laugh and lazeIn these hot and hazy lust-filled daysCounting clouds amongst temperatures risingA world of us two, and from others are hidingSharing personal jokes only we … Continue reading These Lazy Days
- A REAL “Micropoem”, that’s still a bit poetic
- Could We… ?Could we consider cutting away these lived layersthat distance us? Could we erase the confines of convention, societal standards, and ridiculous rules? Could we strip through our pretty painted masks … Continue reading Could We… ?
- Throwing StonesYou’re never happy, always mad,Keep a long list of “My Bads.”My flaws are labeled with great care. The most egregious then are shared With me and my own family.You detailed … Continue reading Throwing Stones
- April’s Full of FoolsAPRIL’S FULL OF FOOLS: 2022 HOLIDAYS Begin the Year Anew: 01/01/22Blacks are Dreamers, Too: 01/17/22Say That “I Love You”: 02/14/22Irish Beer Is Good: 03/17/22April’s Full of Fools: 04/01/21Bloody Cross of … Continue reading April’s Full of Fools
- Thank You, Thank You, Thank YouTHANK YOU, THANK YOU, THANK YOU Thanks for taking time to read The stories which reside in me.Poetry provides a stage Where fact and fiction dance and play.Light is gorgeous,Darkness, … Continue reading Thank You, Thank You, Thank You
- Pain in My EyesSeeking but can’t findI’ve lost my very mindFeeling crazy rise From darkness deep inside Can’t fake my favorite lieThat never do I cry Pain always in my eyesMy salted tears … Continue reading Pain in My Eyes
- NOBODY KNOWSNOBODY KNOWS No one knows the truthOr even has a clue That I have been with you. One night is all we shared;Your fingers with great care Caressed my golden … Continue reading NOBODY KNOWS
- It’s YouIT’S YOU It’s you who I adore,I want you more and more. I’d even be your whore, Your own Pussy Galore; Ignore your wretched snores,Believe your life’s folk lore, Let … Continue reading It’s You
- SIDE DOORSI am not the One To Understand; Nor the One to hold your hand. I am not the one who ClarifiesFor You the secrets in my Mind Have closed their … Continue reading SIDE DOORS
- BrokenDon’t believe all that you hear.But if you do, I’ll make this clear:I did NOT break right away.I broke in the old-fashioned way:I EARNED it.
- My Shiny Rusted FaceMY SHINY RUSTED FACE I thought it must be Squeaky Clean The World I Shined for All To SeeMy Truth a Lie of base Identity:I’d scraped off all the Ugly … Continue reading My Shiny Rusted Face
- A FOREGONE CONCLUSIONA FOREGONE CONCLUSION Life has surely broken me.I’ve flunked out at Everything.Why consider equallyWhen Options just desert Me? Too grimed up, I cannot seeA single reason surfacing,Hiding Places changing,Constantly and … Continue reading A FOREGONE CONCLUSION
- OH, GROW UP!!OH, GROW UP!! Speaking More of ME Than You of YOU Means I Listen NOT to You??!!Other folks must offer upDetails of the Life they Love,Describe the Humans they’ve becomeAnd … Continue reading OH, GROW UP!!
- I FAILEDI FAILED I Failed to waste the needed timeTo fully search; Identify,Reflect Upon and then To Mine[Not to mention Sit and Scribe]Hidden Thoughts crouched in My Mind. Next, I failed … Continue reading I FAILED
- WINNERS & LOSERSThe Winner only wants to be Loved for Herself. The Loser Leaves, not feeling as if He’s escaped with his very life… The Winner to gloat while bloodshedding on the … Continue reading WINNERS & LOSERS
- EULOGY FOR PRIOR CREATIONMy Love Affair with Poems I WroteTakes me back to Long Ago,And Present DaysLull me to the Time and PlaceWhen each one was first ConceivedThen, howling, forced its Own Release. … Continue reading EULOGY FOR PRIOR CREATION
- SPINNING SUGAR, CAUSING CARIESYes, my words taste very sweet.But Sugar leads to cavities,Causing teeth to ache and screamWhen you read the Verbal TreatsI’ve written just for You to Eat. I find myself considering:Is … Continue reading SPINNING SUGAR, CAUSING CARIES
- UNCONTAINABLE DANGERUNCONTAINABLE DANGER The voice I can’t escape That hounds me night and day, That screams how bad I am,Hurls insults, trash, and spam; It keeps me fast awake Every night … Continue reading UNCONTAINABLE DANGER
- Summitting CloudsYou kept me on a heavy, tight leash my entire life. I bear the deep scars around my neck to prove it. Of course they healed over after I gave … Continue reading Summitting Clouds
- With The Back of My Hand:Or, “A Hannibal Kind of Lust” ————————— I love you so much that I’d like to Eat You Alive. And then wipe your blood off of my mouth with the … Continue reading With The Back of My Hand:
- I Want To Tell You EverythingI want to tell you everything.Every gory little detail.All of it: every tiny infraction, every act of omission, every sinful thought.Because if I own up to everything now, if you … Continue reading I Want To Tell You Everything
- The Lies Are True!!Let me be the FIRST to admit: It is indeed the case And known to be apparent AS WELL AS self-evident That: All of the horrible-awful-wretched-disgusting Things YOU heard about … Continue reading The Lies Are True!!
- I TriedI was here! I lived.I loved.I thought Big Thoughts.I thought petty thoughts.I pondered.I tried.I gave up.I dreamt.I awoke.I hid.I resurfaced.I laughed. I sobbed.I fevered.I iced.I sewed my soul into the … Continue reading I Tried
- Is it Greener?There was a green hydrant named FredWho found Himself lost in his bed.He searched and he sought, Reasons were bought, But a thought always stuck in his head:“If THIS is … Continue reading Is it Greener?
- I Am Fully AwareI am Full. I am Fully Aware. I am fully aware you’re a complete and utter asshole.
- A Hospitaliy MentalityMy head is home and breeding ground for useless information, idle indulgence, and stupid shit. However, it’s not all bad because I possess a “hospitality mentality.” So at least I’m … Continue reading A Hospitaliy Mentality
- Here’s the Video to Accompany my Bopping & Blogging PostHEY NOW❗️ WHAT’S GOING ON❓I agree that most GIRLS JUST WANT TO HAVE FUN.Maybe One Girl doesn’t, but SHE’S SO UNUSUAL and SHE BOPS all day. Which I can only … Continue reading Here’s the Video to Accompany my Bopping & Blogging Post
- Getting a ClueGiven the rise in popularity of the “True Crime” genre of entertainment, I decided to improve the Clue board game. It didn’t seem – to ME, at least – that … Continue reading Getting a Clue
- The Agony & The EcstasyUnspeakable Agony ORUnspeakable Pleasure ?? Maybe I’m a sequestered bohemian aesthete, but I’ll choose [if given the choice, which is implied] Unspeakable Pleasure every single time. Some might choose Unspeakable … Continue reading The Agony & The Ecstasy
- Promise Me You’ll Promise MePromise Me you’ll promise meThat you will keep me safe and free,Aborting opportunitiesFor those who choose punch-drunkenly,High on shattered, scattered glee,To deftly and painstakingly,Once/ Twice/ then Repeatedly,Spit angry globs of … Continue reading Promise Me You’ll Promise Me
- The GrimeThe grime is millimeters high, Visible to the naked eye,Certainly scent-able to the human nose.It’s available in a riot of disgust like cesspool brown, cadaver gray, charred death black, and … Continue reading The Grime
- Transitive LoveAbandonBetrayCrushDiscreditEmbarrassForsake Gaslight HinderImperilJudgeKillLieMinimizeNeglectOppress PunishReduceQuibbleRejectSacrificeThreaten Undermine ViolateWaste Wound X-poseZone Out AdoreBefriendCherishDevoteEnvelopEsteemForgive GuardHonor Inspire KissListenMagnify NurtureOver–ProtectQualify RestoreSoftenTreasureUnderstand VenerateWinX-tollYearnZealously [any of the above]
- To No One in ParticularDear Person in Charge of Anything, Everything, Somethings, and All Things: I NOW constantly, but I accomplish Nothing. First I THEN’d, then I THERE’d, only to get stuck HERE before … Continue reading To No One in Particular
- Saturday NightLooking good.Hot bubble bath, squeaked clean.Lotioned, hydrated, and soft-to-touch.Long dark eyelashes.Red painted lips.Little black dress.Dangling earrings.Gleaming hair.Shining eyes.Wicked smile.Longing heart.Pummeled soul.Throbbing pulse. If I drive over,Will you let me in? … Continue reading Saturday Night
