I’ve already put the poison in.
I want this nightmare to end.
I’m tired of waiting for joy to begin.
When it can’t be bothered
To usher in,
And cut me free,
Finally end this misery
IT itself has ushered in!
I’ll now allow this dearth
Of love to finally reach an end.

So like Sleeping Beauty,
I did my reluctant duty
To finally see the beauty
In ME once I fall asleep,
Clearly only present in a
ILLICIT, NON-ILLUCIDATED
HELLISH DREAM!