Prostrate on the floor, begging all Deities for help and praying one answers.
Come [Word] Play With Me!
My Musings on the Mundane, the Exquisite, and the Dark Achings of the Human Soul
Prostrate on the floor, begging all Deities for help and praying one answers.
Come [Word] Play With Me! 
Are you okay?
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I have too high a threshold for suffering. It takes me forever to ask for help. But I feel like I have to go back to Jesus. I don’t really know how.
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What do you believe about Jesus?
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That he understands suffering and compassion and I’m afflicted by both.
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Do you believe he is the Son of God?
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Yes.
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Great. Why not just cry out to him? If you need prayer i would gladly pray for you.
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Thank you. I do.
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I thought he stopped caring about me personally.
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Oh, Jennifer, Jesus would never stop caring! How can I pray for you?
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I can’t keep doing this on my own. But I owe him an apology and I’m hurting so much, afraid to trust.
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I will be praying about this. I understand about hurting and having difficulty trusting again. I wish I could help. I know saying hang in there doesn’t help at all
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Thank you. I appreciate the prayers. I’ve almost forgotten how.
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I just talk to God about whatever is on my mind.
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Jesus can be hard to be around. He doesn’t allow sin. And I’m so sinful and imperfect. That’s what I struggle with.
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Jennifer we all sin. I’m a believer and I still sin everyday. But I’m forgiven via the blood of Christ. God knows we struggle with sin. That why he sent his Son. Just forgive yourself
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I’m trying to do all of the above. I don’t know why I’m having such a hard time. I need hope because I’m on fumes. Thank you for the prayers. I need to get myself sorted out or I’ll fall apart again and I’m terrified of that. I just need someone other than my Mother praying for me. Thank you.
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I will keep praying. You have my word. I’m here if you ever need to just talk. Or if you want my email. I’ll leave that up to you. Blessings!
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Thank you very much.
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